| Child, can you hear me.
Im so lost.
Save me.
Please?
How do you deny me?
How do you push me away?
You hurt me so good.
I love you so bad.
<3 David. |
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| New site.. www.xanga.com/grotesqueantichrist hope you guys like it... Ill still be using this one for mostly poetry. and the other site will be actual entries. anyways... ill post later.. |
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X. Starting time: 6:23 pm
X. Name: Satan
X. Nicknames: Mo, Skinnyass
X. School: a joke.
X. Eyes: Brown. Dead. Emotionless
X. Height: 5'1"
X. Siblings: Rebecca, Nicholas, Price, Ava
X. Ever helped somebody cheat?: yeah
X. Missed school b/c it was raining: Yes
X. Set any body part on fire for amusement: Hell yes
X. Kept a secret from everyone: Yes
X.
Had an imaginary friend?: Yes. His name is Mr. Iggy. He jacks off
twenty four seven. And NO you can't see Him. Only I can see
Him. Therefore I am the only one who gets to fuck Him. So layoff
you fucking bastard. Yeah thats right, you have no parents
asskisser.
X. Wanted to hook up with a friend: hell yes. All of my fucking guy friends. I havea problem don't I?
X. Cried during a Flick: yeah. I pathetic.
<>X. Had a crush on a teacher: No. Maybe in the fourth grade. That
might be the secret I kept from everyone. Hm.. guess it's out now.
X. Ever thought an animated character was hot: Inuyasha. and Janes
brother on Daria. Im sad. I also like to contimplate the sex lives of
the scooby doo characters.
X. Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the Block tape: no
X. Prank called someone: Yes. It was so childish and ... not fun.
X. Been on stage: Yes.
------------------FAVORITES------------
X. Shampoo: ... uh don't have one
X. Colors: black: Evi., Death
Grey: Light and Dark. Good and Evil entertwined into one
White: Pureness. Emptyness. Lost.
Red: Blood. Pain. Sacrifise.
X. Day/Night: night.
X. Summer/Winter: Winter.
X. Online Smiley: I don't use them.
X. Like anyone: I love him. I love him. I love him. Im probably annoying. I love him I love him. I love him.
X. Known the longest of your friends: Sammantha
X. Name your best friend(s): Sarah,Sammantha,Mary, Rex, Roger, Nick, Jacob, Sammi, Chrissy, Hannah
X. Who's the loudest: Sammantha
X. Who's the shyest: Sarah
X. Who do you go to for advice: none of them
X. Who do you cry with: none of them....
----------IN THE LAST 2 Weeks------------
X. Cried: yes
X. Cut your hair: yes
X. Worn a skirt: yes
X. Been mean: yes
X. Been sarcastic: yes
X. Missed someone: yes
X. Hugged someone: yes
X. Fought with your parents: yes
X. Wished upon a star: yes
X. Laughed until you cried: no
X. Played Truth or Dare: no
X. Watched a sunrise/sunset: no
X. Went to the beach at night: no
X. Read a book for fun: no
X. Ate a meal: yes..sadly
X. Are you lonely?: always
X. Are you happy: never truly happy
X. Are you talking to someone online: yes
------DO YOU BELIEVE IN....-----
X. God/Devil: the devil
X. Love: yes
X. The Closet Monster: no
X. The Big Bang Theory?: umm idk wtf that is
X. Heaven/Hell: hell
X. Superstitions: no
X. What is your full name? undecided
X. Who named you?: the antichrist
X. Backstreet Boys or N Sync? kill them all
X. When was the last time you showered? around 12:30 this morning
X. What was the last thing that you said online? ya
X. What is right next to you?: a blanket...
X. What is your computer desk made of? wood
X. What was the last thing that you ate? spaghetto
X. What is your favorite state?: i dont have one
X.
Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?: idk
X. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: idk
X. How many buddies do you have on your list: 18
X. How's the weather right now?: i dont go outside...
X. What did you do last night?: something kinky haha jk
X. What's the best thing that you find about the opposite sex? sex appeal
X. Favorite hair color in the opposite sex: black or dark brown
X. Pizza or ice cream? ice cream
X. How do YOU eat an Oreo? in milk
X. Dream car? dont have one
X. What do you want to be when you grow up? designer
X. What are your future goals?: lose my virginity before im 15
X. Favorite music?: metal
X. Least favorite time of the year: it doesnt matter
X. Fast or slow?: in the middle
X. Did you notice that number 90 was missing?: wtf
X. If you could change your name, what would it be?: Lucifer
X. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: no
X. Have you ever been in love?: not that i know of
X. What will your first son's name be?: adam
X. Favorite drink?: mountain dew and faygo
X. Do you like scary or happy movies better?: scary
X. Lust or Love?: lust
X. Do you consider cheerleading a sport?: no
X. Do you want your friends to do this survey?: I don't care
X. When's your birthday? August 22
X. How old will u be?: 14
X. Time done? 7:36 pm |
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| My existence kills me. When you speak its almost as if you crashed a
mirror onto the floor watching it break. Seeing your reflection fall
with it. It wouldn't be so bad you know, if every fucking word you said
wasn't something to make me different. All you ever try to do is change
me. Or try to make me feel like I don't add up. It doesn't matter
anymore.
I give up. |
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